Emoing has started officially

Sometimes i just want to ask god wad was his purpose 4 me in this earth.If i had one wish, that wish will be not to be living on earth.My life sux totally lor just when i start enjoyin my company with my dad somethin happens .I just want my dad to recover as fast wads happening im loosing my appetite and my scars .Just feel like just jumping of a building and just kill myself .Life sux i just need a break from all the people i hate the most ........
Its like everything i do is wrong and that i just want to do so fucking well that my teachers can shut the fuck up.I will like to just say to everyone that if u see me emoing please dun talk to me......
Fuck life go to hell ........My heart is full of scars can u please make it pure again....only u can make the difference!!!!